A day spent at home

I pretty much just stayed home today. I wanted to go out, but I thought that it would be a better idea just to stay home and relax for a little bit. I was able to sleep in today, only till around 9am. Then after I woke up and had breakfast, I signed onto MSN messenger. I was able to talk to a few friends that I haven’t talked to in a little while. I’m glad that I talked to them today since we hardly ever keep in touch. I did some laundry today and dried out my futons. I did a major job of cleaning today and getting ready for the summer season so I will begin to put away most of my winter things and taking out my summer things. Only two more days of wearing a winter suit to work, then its summer suit wear.

I had one conversation with a friend that made me put things in perspective. ALu. I’m glad that I did and realized that I was just blowing things out of proportion. I really haven’t told anyone how I’ve felt about what has been going on in my life so I think that it was a good thing that I finally did. I realized that since I’ve been really independent lately, that I’ve forgotten how to relate to people and to be somewhat human. I put things in logical order and realized the consequences of other people’s actions and also realized that no everyone could be as high as I expect them to be. No one is perfect and no matter how much or how hard I push, it will never happen that way. She also asked me if I was going to go back to San Diego for summer and I said no. I was telling her that I might go to Taiwan for summer, but I wasn’t sure because of a certain situation. I’m not sure if I want to deal with that. I think that at the end of this conversation, I have concluded that I will still remain a friend, although only limited. I have lost respect for this friend and wouldn’t trust them again. But I think that it might be too much to abandon a friendship over a mistake, even if I feel it’s big. Not everything will turn out the way that I want it and I shouldn’t punish people too severely for it. Although being betrayed is never a good thing and it’s something I really don’t like. I’ve still got to think about it, but at least I felt much better after having this conversation. I still need to clear up some things though.

I was able to talk with my family today too. It was weird because they wanted to talk to me today. It has been a long time since we all did talk. Things have finally worked out well for my sister and she’s going to graduate and she’s even gotten her drivers’ license too. My other sister is doing well too. She finally heard that I climbed Mt. Fuji and almost died, which was funny when she reacted by, “how come I didn’t know about this? “ It was nice to finally talk to them. They were asking me if I was going to go back to San Diego for summer, and I said no. I was talking to my mom for a long time. I think that it must have been at least like 5 hours or so and it was great to use MSN messenger to do a video conference. Technology is great.

I’d like to mark today as the second day of the official bug season. Yesterday I was plagued with a bunch of bugs that I had to kill. It was annoying to do so. It took me about 30 minutes to kill all of them, and I’m not sure I even got them all.