another day at home

I wasn’t really motivated to do much today. I had wanted to go out and do something, but something compelled me not to. I’ve been getting very lazy right now and it’s really taking a toll on me mentally and physically. I’m not happy about it either. I slept in very late till it got warm and it actually did get warm today. The sun was shining and it would have been a perfect day to go out and do something. But instead I just stayed at home and did nothing.

I watched a movie today after making dinner which really only consisted of a sandwich. But I made a lot of them that I couldn’t even finish it. I wanted to make another dish too, but I couldn’t get around it finishing it or even starting it for that matter. I watched the last episode for everyone loves Raymond for the first season. I can’t believe that I’m done with the first season already.

The movie that I saw today was Bad Boys 2, which was very long. It was over the top too, but I liked it. I’m not sure why it had to be so long and its story is completely unrealistic, but it’s a Michael Bay film and it’s pretty usual to have a lot of action and stunts that are completely fake, but it looks cool.

I think I’m getting closer to making a movie about my first year in Japan. I’ve got some ideas and I think that I’m going to use a simple program to put it all together. I need to do more research on that.

And another thing, I think that I’ll be going to Taiwan next month and I’m pretty sure about it. I want to see my good friend ALiu since I haven’t seen or talked to her in a long time. I wanted to see how she’s doing since I couldn’t be with her after her car accident in July. I’ve thought about my friends a lot lately and the things that are going on in their lives. I’m wondering if it was a good idea to come to Japan and leave them all behind like I did. Since none of my friends really read this, I’m wondering what I’ve done with my life since then. I moved because I wanted a better life, but I already had a good life to begin with. So now I ask myself, what’s next? I’ve been asking myself for the past year and a half and I still have no idea how to answer that.