Today is a bad day, that's about it

I think that’s the simplest ways I could express it. I had planned to do something today, but that was delayed because of some news I had heard from my sister around the time I woke up. My parents warned me of some challenges that are coming after me in 2005, and I guess here it is. I should have guessed that it would have come back to get me, and here it is. It was a decision I made in business about 4 years ago. Something I’ve been trying to remedy since then and now the shit has hit the fan. Obviously it was a poor decision on my part and I should have judged the situation in the large scale and admitted defeat, or should have been lazy and not go, but all that doesn’t matter now. I won’t get into too much detail about it here, since it’s more of a professional problem, but it’s going to ruin me for the next several years.

In a way, I’m 100% pissed off, but still calm and know that everything is going to be ok. At first I felt it was futile to fight back, but now I realize that if it takes every last ounce of energy in my body, I’m going to fight and damn it, I’m going to win. They pulled the dirtiest little trick and now I’m pissed. It will be my life’s focus to fight this company and to win. I will give you a few details so that you’re not completely in the dark. And I guess that admitting my mistakes makes me more human although I don’t like to show it, it’s only natural that I do, since I am human you know. I had bought something from a company, a service of some sort and had changed my mind about it and cancelled it, at least did everything at that time to cancel it. But it wasn’t cancelled. In fact I’m still being charged for it even after 4 years. I’m sure you must think that I’m incredibly stupid for not doing something sooner, but to be honest with you, I have. I’ve been doing a lot of research just to hunt them down. But they keep on changing their company names and doing bad business. Well, the news that I heard this morning was that they are threatening to ruin my credit if I don’t pay more money to them. Sounds like a nice company huh? Well, that pissed me off, so I decided today that I might have to take legal action against them. I’m formulating my plot as I type this to utterly destroy this company and all the people working for them. You might think that this is something of a joke and that I’m just overreacting to something that I really can’t do anything about, but you better believe that I can and I WILL. I’m starting to pick apart each detail and mistake that they have made in the past 4 years. They stand by their decisions against people and I’ve read stories and it’s quite similar to mine, so obviously I’m not alone on this. But I want to find a way to put an end to it once and for all. I’m not going to kill the people or anything that would be too easy. They in fact need to suffer just as much as everyone they have done business with.

That took the majority of the day, so I had to put off what I really wanted to do. I wanted to go to Ofuna station and to Yamada denki to see how much it would cost me to upgrade my wireless internet card. I didn’t get the chance to go until around 8pm, which meant I didn’t have any food till then too. So I arrived there around 8:30pm and checked out the price. It was only $80 for the NIC, which is pretty expensive in my eyes. Since the one I have now still works, I think I’ll just have to stick with it, even though it’s slow and sometimes doesn’t work. There’s nothing I could really do about that. I grabbed dinner at Yoshinoya again, but ordered something that I haven’t ordered there before. Gyu-curry rice. It was ok, nothing special and then after dinner I spent another 30 minutes walking home. It was nice to at the very least be getting some exercise. I think it’s good for my health even though I feel myself getting heavier. It’s not muscle mass either. Then when I got home, I started making this entry. I really didn’t accomplish all that I had hoped to this week like planning my vacation for next week, but it looks like I might have more challenges than I ever wanted or ever hoped for. I guess the test will be how I take care of it while I’m living in Japan and I’m sure a few lawsuits are in order as well. This will be spectacular.