Typhoon # 7 day

We decided that since I was pissed last night and couldn’t sleep till around 8am and waking up at 11am today, that we’d have a day of rest and relaxation.

It rained a little last night, but today it was much harder and more frequent. The cause of this as we learned today was because of the 7th typhoon of the season. It was going to cover the central part of Japan or mainly the Kanto area, which is the area which I live in.

I was talking to my family and an old family friend that I haven’t seen for at least 3 years. So it was good to catch up and to let them know about the situation that happened recently. I think that they bring me balance and are able to get me to think clearly about what I should do and can do.

The shit hit the fan today. I learned about what has been going on in San Diego and how messed up some people are. I heard it from a few friends that all enlightened me about the situation and what’s been going on. I’m very disappointed and appalled at what has happened in these past 4 months. I know that I will never forgive her and that she accomplished her goal of me never forgetting her. I’ll never forget the fact that she’s a two-timing slut, whose selfish ambitions ruined all my efforts in San Diego. She’s done a pretty good job with destroying all that I’ve made and is taking the role of an innocent victim blinded by a love she will never have. She doesn’t deserve my love, or my friendship. I’m glad I had friends brave enough to break the silence to fill me in on what’s going on.

And on top of that, one of my good friends broke up with her boyfriend, who is also one of my good friends too. I would have thought they would get married and was shocked to hear that they had broken up a week ago. That was something that was solid when I left San Diego in March. It was something that if they broke up the end of the world would be near. And I was talking to YSki about it before saying that it would and could never happen, but it did. I’m so sad to report that, and it seems that everyone has hit a stage of misery this summer. No one is happy and everyone has problems to endure greater than they could imagine. It was all the doing of the actions of others too. That’s what makes it more confusing and painful.

That was a good chunk of the day. I was uncovering what seemed to be a mystery about the strange behavior that I’ve had around me. There will be more questions that need to be answered and different perspectives that I need to see from. But I’ve got a clear idea about what has happened.

I didn’t eat anything till around 6pm, and only had Curry bread. Then in the next few minutes we decided to go to Saizeriya to get dinner. The typhoon was expected to arrive at 6pm this evening so that was right around the time we went to dinner. We had other plans today, but everyone cancelled on fears of the typhoon. It must have been strong otherwise people wouldn’t have bailed out.

But as we were eating dinner, I noticed that it wasn’t even raining. So the typhoon had passed us and didn’t even affect anything but ruining our plans for the day. We stayed there for a little longer to talk more about what has been going on, and then we left to go back home around 11pm. It’s about 1am right now, and I’m tired as hell, but I wanted to write this entry or at least get a bit of what I wanted to write first. I’ll have to come back to it because I’m tired as hell.

I felt it was a waste of a day for YSki because she’s only here for two more days and everyone cancelled on her and we could have met them because there wasn’t any typhoon that affected us.