Assembly for the seniors
Today was ok up until the end of the day. I feel like I’m being challenged for some reason. It’s like the kick that you get when you’re down. Why does it always have to come all at one time and all of a sudden? I should have expected it since it tends to always show up grouped together.
I got up in enough time, but went a little slow to get ready and all. I got to school right when I wanted to. I went to a different convenient store to get breakfast and lunch today. I wanted to change something from my normal routine, so that was it for today. I bought some stuff that I normally don’t buy, which I think is a good way to jump start my passion for life again. I seem to be dead for some reason and I have lost my desire to become more. I just feel dead.
I think that I was feeling this way because I just felt a little sick. I think that the medicine I have been taking have been making me feel a bit ill. It went away after a little bit though. Then we went into the gym to join in the assembly. I really didn’t see much since it seemed to go by really quick. All I really remember was that when I first walked in, they were showing a video of the students when they first joined the school to last years trip to Kyushu. It was good to reminisce about the time they have spent at Yakumo. The next thing I know, they had a break. When we came back from the break, I was ushered on backstage and I needed to change for the teacher’s skit for the seniors.
While I was changing, I could see a bit of the video that the clubs made for their senior members. When I finished changing though, the senior dance team went on stage to perform. They were pretty good. Then it was the teacher’s skit. It seemed to come up really quickly. I was a “Hollywood Star” and the theme was based off of a popular drama on TV called “hana yori dango” or boys over flowers. I never understood what went on stage. I never read the script either since I knew beforehand that I would have to make up my lines on stage since I would have to speak in English. That seemed to finish in a rush too.
Then we went back upstairs to change back and it was the cheerleaders doing their number. The cheer team is really large since it’s an all girl’s school; we have a lot of cheerleaders. But for some reason, that seemed to go by really fast too. It wasn’t as long and didn’t drag on like I usually feel. That finished in a hurry too. And then we took another break. I went back to the office to just sit around and do nothing before we would go back.
Then it was the brass band performance for the students. I should have taken my camera for that. They performed “Sakura” by Kobukuro, which is a very famous song recently since it is featured on the drama N’s Aoi, or Nurse Blue. But it’s a good song. I wanted to record it and show it on my website. But I wasn’t properly prepared for it and I lost my opportunity. I think that maybe for their brass band concert at the end of next month, they might perform it again.
After that, the students and teachers had to prepare for the graduation ceremony tomorrow. They did a lot of rehearsing just for sitting and standing and bowing. It was a little ridiculous, but I think that that is a unique thing about Japan. They make sure everything is in unison and take care of all the details. It was pretty interesting to watch, at least for the first 30 minutes. After that I returned to the office to get some lunch. I had something that tasted like yogurt and I really have learned that I don’t like yogurt. At least I didn’t get sick from it. The headmaster also bought everyone Sakura mochi, which is something that we usually get before graduation. It was good and I think that I have gotten used to the taste of it.
I ended up cleaning my desk and getting a boat load of information about the upcoming month and the scheduling. My schedule had changed once again, which makes it a total of 10 times this school year. My desk is finally very clean and I’m ready for the move, when we move desks for next year. I have to work some things out with the other native English teacher and to confirm if she decides to leave or stay. We will have an additional two classes on March 14th, so I’m not sure how we will work that out. I think that I’ll let her decide since she hasn’t taught the 11th graders this year.
After that, I stuck around longer because I wanted to give some gifts to people. I am almost finished with giving them all out, but I still haven’t finished. I did give a big chunk of it away though. I think that it was greatly appreciated. I waited around for that though, which could have been a big waste of time, but it didn’t turn out that way. I had to fix the email account for the school too. The VP had asked me to do it, so I couldn’t really refuse, but I’m surprised that she asked me to do it.
I left school soon thereafter. I met some students at the station and they embarrassed me on the train, like I knew they would. That’s why I try to lay-low when I leave school. It was starting to get really cold at this point. I don’t know why it’s so cold all of a sudden. It’s a bit weird for me. I came home directly and started getting things ready for dinner. I wasn’t hungry, but I wanted to start things early, so I could just do it right away and not be hungry while I started preparing dinner. I went over to pay my rent before it started to rain.
I made dinner tonight and it was really good. I have really started to take a liking to cooking. I think its pretty fun and I’m glad that I could do it and make it taste good. I really can live on my own now. That was the final testament for living on my own. I was watching TV and found the show N’s Aoi, which seemed pretty boring. So I stopped watching it. I cleaned up and then went back to the computer.
I ran into a bit of a problem today. UCSB told me that my application was still incomplete, and I only had till Friday to complete it. I guess I misunderstood something on the application and didn’t fill out something. I need to send my transcript to the school by fax to the admissions lady. I really don’t know how to do that from here, so I tried to solicit my sister to helping me do it. After a few hours, I thought that I should shoot a message over to one of my counselor friends at Grossmont to help me out. So I will have to wait on that. I have also lost my motivation to go to school again. I think that I don’t see the point in it and that’s why I’m not motivated. I just don’t see it being a smart move for me. It just doesn’t make economical sense to me. So I’m a bit shaken about that. Ok its midnight now and I need to get some shut eye before the not-so-stimulating ceremony tomorrow. I enjoy it, but its not stimulating. Good night.










