Stayed at home again

I got sucked into downloading some Bryan Adams song. I got the songs that I had when I had the cassette tape back in the 1990s. I know that’s from a long while back, but I have been reminiscing about the past recently. I thought that it would be good to check out the tunes from back then too. It really reminds me of the time when I took a road trip with my family to Chicago to visit my uncle and aunt that live there.

I did cook tonight, which is something different from yesterday. I decided on making Mabo Tofu. I haven’t had that in a long time, so I thought that it would be a good idea to make it since I’ve been in the habit of cooking for myself. The problem with cooking for myself is that I lose the dependency to get out and go for a walk. I think that it wouldn’t be a bad idea to get out for a little while, just to get some fresh air. I really do feel like I’m dead or something. I’m not being really productive in any way.

All that I really have been worrying about is eating and at least twice a day. I haven’t done anything other than that. I do watch a lot of TV recently. I saw a movie today too that kept me up late. I’m wondering what is really going on with my life recently. I haven’t done much and I really feel like it’s killing me. I have had a lot of ideas, but I don’t have the energy to work on them. I have to stop being lazy.