Stayed at home

I talked to family today. That was pretty much it. I didn’t even cook anything tonight. I had leftovers from yesterday that was enough for a dinner tonight. I got sucked into watching TV again at dinner time. I didn’t talk to any of my friends today online either. I haven’t been talking to anyone really for a long while. I have been meaning too, but I have just been reading up on the news and different things online. I think that my reading ability has improved a lot since I’m constantly reading and writing. I want to get back to designing my website and relax by playing a few more computers. I want to test out my new mouse and see how well it works with games. I haven’t even tried to see the graphics on this computer yet either.

There was an interesting IQ show that I like to watch at 7pm called IQ suppli. It tests the trivial knowledge of celebrities and the audience. It is pretty good and I think it is something that will add to the society as a whole as they exercise their brains. We really don’t have an equivalent on the US, or not that I know of. I was thinking about watching a movie, but I didn’t feel like it after I finished all the dishes. I just haven’t been in the mood for anything really. It’s this lethargic feeling that I really don’t like. I feel as if I should be in Kyushu with the 11th graders on their trip. But I think that they didn’t have enough space for me, that’s why I’m not there now. But that really angers me about the school. I feel torn between what I should do and could do. I know that I have been doing less recently. I feel bad about it, but at the same time, I don’t. I know that I’m only a contract worker and I only have a few months left in my contract. Things haven’t gone according to plan for my trip to Japan. I have accomplished a lot, but it wasn’t nearly to the level that I could have done. I think that the outside factors have been affecting the way that I think about what I should and could be doing.

I was watching a bit of that eating detective show again, but I only caught the end of it. I’m not sure what will happen next, but I didn’t really pay much attention to it either. I was also washing the dishes at that time, that’s why I missed most of it.