Mixed news

When I woke up today, I was notified by my sister that both UCSB and UCLA need unofficial transcripts from Grossmont. That is mixed news for me because my acceptance is provisional. I’m not sure how to respond to that other than to give them what they want. I didn’t want to worry about that today though, so I did other things.

I decided what song I will sing for the 9th grade trip to Gotemba. I will sing Yousui Inoue’s Shou nen ji dai. It’s a bit old, but very famous in Japan. The problem that I’m facing now is that I have to memorize it.

I’m also running low on food, so I might have to step outside to get some things so I can survive for a few more days living like a hermit. But I didn’t end up doing it, which is a sad thing. I just found some stuff at home and just tried to live off of that.

I talked to my friend YSki and not my family today. It was weird because we had a 3.5 hours conversation. We were mostly talking about relationships though. I think that once you are single and you see that other people around with someone, you become to feel lonelier than you really are. I mean, I’m like a hermit these days, not going out and interacting with anyone. Every one of my friends has a boyfriend or a girlfriend and they all seem happy. But I know that for myself, I’m not ready to jump into a relationship. I’m enjoying my freedom for the moment, yet it would be nice to have someone there to share the experience with me too.